How vulnereable we are....scary really

The sherpas in guiding western tourists who were hurrying to get up Mt. Everest in Nepal, would irritate their clients, by stopping occasionally.

What are you doing? We are allowing our souls to catch up with our bodies.

Coming home from Atanta, the plane was delayed - coped with that reasonably well, but I had to be at a meeting on little sleep (something I don't do well). Not in good shape. I was vulnerable, my frail body, this clay vessel, was out of whack.

We can monitor, be proactive, but sometimes things come out the blue - get us off course. Our thoughts, behaviour can get a little weird.

Thank you for your grace Lord Jesus - we can trust in you, fall forward on your grace when we need, but more than anything continue loving you in spite of, for, and through our circumstances. You gave us these clay vessels and you know the drill, ahh the incarnation.

We can hide you in our heart. Help us to trust and obey. Because you loved us before we existed we can trust in your love and set aside every fear.

Laying my crowns at the feet of Jesus....

Have just spent a marvellous few days with committed believers from around the world, who gathered in conference to discuss, converse, listen to papers, worship at an Urban Forum in Atlanta.

One morning we sang: "We bow down, we lay our crowns at the feet of Jesus".

We then broke into small groups - I prayed with Simon (African), Peter (Brit), Dianne (Nova Scotia) - God was close to us.

We were then encouraged to seek out others who the Lord would be speaking to us about.

Well one of my crowns was in the gathering, just a few seats away.

When my four children were born, they were dedicated to the Lord, given back to him. And yet as SA officers, who minister, not for the money, or prestige, my family, my kids have become very important to me.

In a sense they're like my "Crown", something I deeply value, something which reflects who I am, my security, my values, my joy, my hope.

So I prayed into Rochelle's life and told her some of what I've just said - and I shed some tears right from the pit of my being and I said good-bye to her, I released her again into God's service.

I don't apologize for the richness of my family -they all serve Jesus passionately, and uniquely - but I do rejoice in the richness of the family of Christ - which is THE family, and which has enriched my family.

So Rochelle and John head off for three years to Harare, Zimabwe - go in peace; Josh heads off from Vancouver War College to help plant a 614 in London, Ontario (a faith walk) - go in peace; Kirsten looks to be heading from Montreal to the War College in Vancouver - go in peace; Joel is enjoying the opportunities of this summer and dreaming some dreams, but the fall is uncertain - go in peace.

Whatever our crowns, may we lay them, and - though the temptation be strong to take them back - leave them at the foot of Jesus.

He loved us before we existed, and taking knowledge of this we can trust in his love and set aside every fear. I believe Lord, help my unbelief.